kaleidoplexic

I hate that I’ve fallen for you when I’m going to push you away because of my own insecurities. Every little thing reminds me of you, I spend so much of each day thinking about you and I think you’re perfect. Part of me wishes you’ll tell me how you feel about me tomorrow so I can push you away quickly before I get too attached, and the other part of me wishes you’ll wait longer, so maybe I’ll be confident enough with myself to be with you when the time comes. The line we’re walking along at the moment is blissful and torturing at the same time, I really don’t know what to do. I want to take the jump but… I’m scared.

(Source: blogsecret)